The HEAVIEST Things in My Life!!!

I have overrate my capability of doing things, I hate myself....

Why sometimes I do not refuse people's request?why?

I do want to learn new things, when there is question I learn more things,

but, I feel like I'm carrying too much things on my shoulder, people are not supporting me,

Friends? What are fiends for? They do not help, they do not care, they leave me alone,

they...they...yes, indeed I enjoy loneliness, when they have questions,

friends suddenly pop out and ask" Hey! How to solve this problem?"

They can solve it but they dare not to solve it, is like wanted someone else to take responsible

for those question, when there is doubt, blame fall again on my shoudle!!! Why am I doing this?

Am I doing the proper things in my life? Am I? Why I have to do such things that makes

my life feel so bad? I'm feeling worst, is the worst situation that I have gone through!!! Is really

worst...